Song of the Day: If There Was No You - Brandi Carlile
The weekend went well enough. I'm glad I went. The Miss Gay Iowa pageant was pretty damn awesome. I saw my first drag queens and they were beautiful. I went to my first gay bar, and it was fun. I went to my first casino...and it was okay, I guess, if you like gambling. Which I don't. But yeah, now I can say I've been to one, at least.
The friend who's boyfriend hates me thing didn't really come to a head or boiling point or what have you, although there was some drama not of my devising that occurred. The boyfriend threw a few spite jabs my way, but I guess maybe it's karma. I think I just need to get over it. He's not actually an important part of my life, so I need to stop feeling so harmed by a person who just doesn't like me. That's his choice, his feeling, and I'm okay with that. I think. It's not my problem.
Things that are my problems include being too lazy to do my taxes, having a new niece, smoking too much, and not sleeping enough. Not that the niece is a problem, but she is a concern. A cute little concern that lives far far away in a place called Tennessee. And then there's my Grammy Peggy who is having open heart surgery today. I feel like a bad granddaughter for not calling her, but I had to work and...Idk, there's something inside me that is small and afraid and I don't want to address that.
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